Crazy Week

This week has been totally insane.. so last weekend we got this HUGE downpour of snow so it was a winterwonder land all last week and its still pretty white out there. So monday everyone was hoping there would be no school so when we found out that there WAS boy was everyone PEE OED lol. so I went to school and I was getting sick from frolicking in the snow the night before... so I go to school and there is like.. barely anyone is any of my classes. it was soo gorgeous to be at school with soo much snow to look at out our huge windows. so that was monday and tuesday we went outside for Pe and it was soo fun. we went sledding on plastic bags and had a slippery blast lol. we went out on wednesday too. thursday i was getting really sick so i stayed from school that day and my wonderful friend came from all the way from west van to come see me =D ahh it was soo nice.. we watched America's next top model, one tree hill and spider man lol it was good...  and then friday i got a msg from my "cousin" amanda who told me to go to AE the next day for an interview sorta thing =] then they told me to come to an orientation today which i went to ans rushed to after dance which was insane.. and then so i go there to day and i didnt even get to do my orientation because it was basically working and i didnt have my SIN number so i legally could not work today.. so I went home and did my homework lol and now I'm writting out of pure bordem.. and because this week was truly insane.. some good and some bad.. I also went to go play volleyball at harry jerome on friday... i misss volleyball... next week will be kinda crazy too. i have club volleyball tryouts and an All American Rejects concert on the same day! Its going to be really tiring and its all on a school night too.. oh my... that will be harsh... i also have a math test on wednesday and a science test on tuesday... chemistry = fun..  lol I'm cool like that..math is getting soo difficult and like.. because I missed one day I'm behind.. grrr I missed one lesson and its hard to catch up.. stupid semester system...Oh yeah we put our christmas tree and decorations last night too.. hah they look soo pretty as always.. and im getting in the xmas spirit with music and you know all the lovely decorations and junk. hehe.. the only thing I'm not looking forward to is having to shop at metro.. its soo crazy there.. grr ... it's huge but it still doesnt fit everyone that we need to fit in there...                 lol.. well I think I'm done rambling... hehe...

<33 jenica..

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This weekend has been pretty good to me.. thank god.. I feel like I haven't had a good weekend in such a long time... it's just so stressful having these problems.. and knowing that I'm the reason that they're there... and there you are basically making it harder for me..I want to be free.. and thats what I am right now.. and it feels soo good.. I'm smiling more and more each day and I wish you could do the same thing... I spent time with my cousin Sarah watching our favourite show all night. and then I spent some time with my friends who I love. I've missed how fun spending time with them is..hahah you know I've already started listening to christmas music... it's soo melllow and lovely.. I love it... merry early christmas everyone =D yup I'im crazy I know.

venting..

third feels good. =]

Soooooo yesterday and today we had our last volleyball tournament and we finished third! WHOOT WHOOT! lol yeah it was pretty sweet. i'v never been on a team that won something before.. isnt that insane? it feels soo coool lol. i got in some pretty good hits today although i didnt play too much. it was ok.. yesterday was really bad.. i messed up and my coach pulled me out once. and then right before the last game my stupid thumb got majorly jammed.. it hurt like a bitch.. holy effers it hurt soo much.. it still hurts right now.. anywhoo today i woke up fresh and a whole bunch of confidence =] so today went really well. this tuesday are our playoffs and i htink were going to do awsome. i think we have a good chance at taking home that banner =D for sure man.. for sure.. today was probably the best day in a while now.. it was filled with good volleyball and really really good krispy creame doughnuts *drools* lol. soo last week it was halloween and i had some of my closest friends over to watch a movie and dress up and just have a night of fun and candy and movies lol.. well my friends and i are pansies so we dont watch scary movies on  halloween lol. we watch chick flicks like bring it on hhaha yeah it was an awsome night though... schools pretty ok right now.. the only thing is that math is killing me.. im getting a good mark but its really hard right now.. i dont think ill do too well on the next test. oh well we'll see what happens.. the only problems lately are that my coach keeps pulling me off the court for like no reason.. i would understand if i was making constant mistakes but i havent been and she keeps subbing me out.. my mom is getting ticked at it too. like today i wasnt doing anything wrong and she took me off. i was like.. ?? ok.. whatever lol. i jsut wanted to win that game.. oh my i was watching this game between clayton heights and gladstone and there was this INSANE hitter named stephanie lee.. she was like... omg.. i cant explain it.. she was soo good and i was like inspired.. she got MVP on her team too which she soo deserved. holy it was crazy.. and we played against them for the third place spot and we won because our blockers are totally stellar =] tee hee yaya for third place.. lets take the banner home ladies <33

The High Road

I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave everything that I had
But you left me in the cold

But still I have faith
Somehow I believe
That if I keep love in my heart
It will find its way to me

I could fight, seek revenge
But that's not who I am
No I'm not giving in
I will rise above

I'm gonna keep walking
Though it may seem far
I'm gonna keep preaching
When life gets too hard
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road
I'm gonna keep climbing
Till I see the top
I'm gonna keep driving
Though I may get lost
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road

This pain that I feel
I will overcome
I know somewhere deep down inside
It's the pain that makes us strong

I could scream
I could shout
Take the easy way out
I'll forgive somehow
I will rise above

I'm gonna keep walking
Though it may seem far
I'm gonna keep preaching
When life gets too hard
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road
I'm gonna keep climbing
Till I see the top
I'm gonna keep driving
Though I may get lost
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road

I'll get by, To be free
I can't keep it inside
I may fall sometimes but I will survive

I'm gonna keep walking
Though it may seem far
I'm gonna keep preaching
When life gets too hard
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road
I'm gonna keep climbing
Till I see the top
I'm gonna keep driving though I may get lost
Not gonna let you bring me down
I'll take the high road